Been a while

I really can’t remember when was the last time I felt so much emotionally. Wait, let me rephrase. I haven’t opened up my inhibitions to someone and felt the fun that comes with it in a very long time.

It’s liberating yet scary at the same time. Scary coz I wonder if history will repeat itself. Liberating because i never thought I could bring myself to want to feel this way again.

Want to; because before this I never wanted anything with anyone. I really wanted to be alone.

But the possibility now makes me smile and that is good enough for now. It might be good to live in the moment this time round and see where this goes.